Tuesday, November 9, 2010

clef and key.


when everybody starts to grow up
they tend to be an asshole
well, you dont have to tell me and show up,
cause you just come and give me a hassle.

dear love, if im not written in your wish list
will you be mine when the winner sleeps?
can i be in your way for a while?
can i get in the back seat and hide? 

love, im ten thousand miles from you.
my sky is black when yours is blue
and you just steal my broken faith
and put it together back again.
youre cheating on weather with me.
now honey, i sing a song that i wrote for you
put a hundred melodies that sound so blue
will you stop steal the rain from me 
that washed it all together
cause i love you just like fever gone cold

but baby,

i've got doubts i cant even count
i've got songs that stall when i start
i've got nightmares about waking up
i've got leaders i never consult

i've got a wintering heart in a lead cup
i've got black bones wrinkling
i've got walls, and walls, and walls

i've got friends i only insult
i've got so many people i need to call
i've got no good news and a fatal disease
i've got true things that come back corrupt

i've got bad manners, i never say please.


so, its up to you now.
because this place is starting to fill up with smoke
you wont let me breath in or out.
so i resolve to cut my throat.

cause when the faithless eulogy is done,
i cant keep you down,
no one can.
and i hope to see the bones beneath the stare of your eyes the day i die. 



2 comments:

  1. azie sayanggg, you wrote all this by yourself ehhh? :) dari dulu lagi i've noticed that you're such a creative person when it comes to poems :)

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  2. HEE. when it comes to feeling macam macam boleh jadi, ni lah salah satu cara azie channel feelings ni. HEE. thank you sayangg :))

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